Je réalise.

There’s a sadness deep down
An ideal one cannot attain
A pain that lingers on the tongue
Far from home wherever the town
A dirty laundry we can’t abstain
Tears from the words unsung
The journey to recovery is long
Set backs are bit a small compromise
For the realisation of whose to blame
The complete recovery, that I long
Setbacks, a series of cons – I promise
Je réalise, c’est moi qu’on blâme